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Friday, April 27, 2007

wow im happy today. haha coz omg we went back to sn! the last time i went back was like, last yr sports day? haha so its been one year. and the sch is still ever so familiar. i feel like i know every nook and cranny of the school la. and i prob do. and even tho nobody looks familiar anymore coz i dont really rmbr e juniors, theres still the nice family feeling. it felt super surreal when i first stepped into the school. its the same place that i spent ten years in, the same place i can totally picture in my mind. and its the same place that i havent seen in more than one year. thats probably why it felt so surreal being in that surroundings again. like so familiar, yet so foreign. so many things have changed, yet so many things remain the same. the principals changed, there are many many new teachers, and the people have changed. but the place, the feeling, the young pple running ard, the pianos, so many other things have remained the same. haha that makes me confused. coz its different, yet its the same. and it reminds me of how much i have changed too. how i was when i was in the school, how i am now, how different i view things. it all reminds me of growing up. sometimes im sad to leave the times behind, but sometimes im glad to be older and be able to see things more in perspective. once a sn girl, always a sn girl. haha i think sn pple are quite distinguishable. if not the look, once you hear the way they speak you'll definitely know if its a sn girl anot. think sn is really a huge part of me, no matter how much i grow. its ten years of my life. out of seventeen. haha i suppose when im seventy the proportion will be lesser, but i dont think it can diminish the effect. afterall, it was ten years of my most formative years.

but its really good going back once in awhile. haha although not many pple went back this time, i think the whole experience was quite therapeutic. kinda reminds me of who i am, where i come from. gosh and the food is damn nice la. i feel like such a pig. but we were all stuffing our faces like we havent eaten in the last whole year. haha i had ORANGE BOWL!! it still tastes as great as ever. i miss it like mad man. why didnt i eat it every single day when i was in sn? lol. then i had ice tea. followed by a piece of chicken. a slice of pizza. and a fish fillet! gosh everything tasted so good. compared to bland, boring vj food. and really, i dont think i'll ever go back to vj to eat. like whats there to eat la. nothing that you cant find anywhere else. not like my fav ORANGE BOWL! gosh. haha even sn fish fillet tastes so much better than those in vj. which is weird coz i thought its e frozen kind. maybe diff supplier la. lol.

anyway sports day was pretty exciting. the cheerleading was nice. not as nice as previous years but abt one million times better than vj's [sorry kaili, but its true]. okay maybe one million times better than last year's cheerleading. coz i think this years one is quite good. anyway. yupp so it was really exciting. and the first thing that hit me when i stepped into sn, besides the surreality of it all, was the noise! omg i nearly went deaf la. all the little girls talking and playing at the top of their voices. and screaming when they were running down to the specs stand! oh gosh. i totally forgot how loud and high it can get. makes my ears hurt. haha and the cheering made my throat hurt. haha i think most of us havent cheered so much in a long time. i was screaming like mad even tho we werent sitting with the houses. haha but i missed the vj vs rj softball match. wonder how it went? lol. anyway im looking forward to the vj vs sa soccer match. think its gonna be pretty exciting. but why does it have to be on a mon?! clashes with gas la. testing my priorities is it. lol.

after sports day we went amk hub. wow it was flooded with pple. it was like vivo when it first opened. wonder if its gonna be like that always? we had to wait damn long to get a table at mos la. den i wanted to go toilet but the queue was super long. haiz. i hate going to overcrowded malls!

okay im going off now. hey everybody enjoy your weekend!

i try to think you dont mean so much
i tell myself i dont feel empty inside
i resist the urge to talk to you every day
i fight the need to see you all the time
i take out my tutorials to do
and do you think it helps?

HAHA.
i still miss you after all.

a star fell from the sky;
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